I’ve been working so hard lately, constantly studying, writing, networking…But I wonder, will it all pay off? Will I really get what I want? Is it all worth it?
Lately, I feel like all my effort to achieve my dreams is coming at a cost. I have felt disconnected with the world, my friends, family, and now, even with my boyfriend.
Our lives are currently in a state of limbo. Chris is currently trying to start his career here, and it has been very difficult for him. He has had a lot of free time, which has most definitely driven us apart.
This transition period has been very tough for us. I’ve honestly just been waiting for him to find a job and a routine so that we can also find OUR own routine. I just want to be able to relate to him again and him to me.
So, the challenge for us will be to survive this period while we are doing such different things and come out of it together and strong…
I'm sorry to hear that Kendra :( These times are so tough when you are both on the verge of finding your own routine/town/friends, it makes it hard to do with another person. Hang in there you guys :)
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