Day by Day

Everything is different 

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Bliss.

It’s pure bliss.

There’s no other word for it.

The feeling I get when you walk in the room,

When I see your smile 

And that look you always flash

It’s more than butterflies.

It’s more than happiness.

It’s pure bliss.

You put me on a cloud.

And I float up there in the sky

until it’s time to say goodbye.

I don’t know what it is,

What makes us so good?

Why does it feel so good?

Why does it fit so well?

Well, who cares why!

It works in a perfect way, a weird way.

A perfectly weird way.

And I love it.

It’s pure bliss.

With you.

This is exactly how I feel when I'm with you. 

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Wish I was Here Wednesday

Can't wait for spring 

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You & me.

Clouds.

Clouds. 

They fall over us, hide us, 

keep us from what we want. 

They drape the sky like loneliness drapes over my heart. 

They roll in for days upon days, 

deciding when to leave only when they’ve poured enough, 

only when they’ve emptied every last drop, 

only when they have nothing left to give. 

Daydreams.

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Subject Change.

Why do I change the subject?, you ask. Because. Because I know that there’s no good outcome if we keep talking. I know where the conversation goes, and it doesn’t ever go my way. So yea, I change the subject. Because who wants to face reality? I don’t. I know what all those conversations end with. And it’s not, “hey, yea, lets hang out.” Instead its, “I really shouldn’t hang out with you anymore.” I don’t want to hear that. Who would? C’mon. I’m sorry if that makes you mad, but imagine how I feel. I found someone, but that someone doesn’t want to be found. He doesn’t know what he wants.

Obsessing over...

Headbands

I need some now!

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Alone.

Why do I have to do this to myself? Sitting here, waiting for you, checking my phone, facebook, anything, for a message from you. Wtf! It’s infuriating. You did this to me. You set me up. You lifted me higher than I’ve ever been, then (blam!) dropped me back down to earth so fast there was no time to even prepare for landing. And here I am, mopping around, making excuses, getting nothing done, and for what?! You knew this would happen, but, well, you did it anyway. Thanks a lot. Now I’m even more miserable than I was before.

Why do I care so much? God dammit! This sucks so bad. You suck. And, of course, it had to be you too. I’ve freakin dreamt about what it would be like to kiss you. I’ve gushed about you to the girls. And then, when all my dreams come true, I’m so blissfully happy, too stupid to see the fall that’s coming. I wonder how I would be right now if none of this had happened. 

Would I still be this lonely? Probably, but I definitely wouldn’t be thinking about you every other minute of the day. I’d just be waiting for prince charming to come and sweep me off my feet.

Thing is, you were my prince charming. You were perfect. And maybe I only think that because we spent so little time together, but nonetheless, you could do no wrong. You were sweet, and said all the things a girl wanted to hear, all the things my past boyfriends had never said. You loved my weird quarks, and smiled at my lame jokes. We had so many inside jokes; people would’ve thought we’d been together for years. 

But here I am, all alone. I’m just alone now. 

Growth.

Extraordinary love.

Lessons

1. Staying in can be a hundred times more fun than going out.
2. Holding hands is still one of the best things in life.
3. A smile can brighten any day no matter what.
4. Don't leave cheese in the fridge untouched for two months and expect it to be edible.
5. If you're cold, it just means you're alive. So smile.
6. Moving is a lot of work. So find a place you like and stay put.
7. Learn to be free.
8. Let it go. Let it out. Set it free. 

Wake up.

This morning I had a lovely dream. A lovely dream about a kiss. But now that I think about it, it was probably a message from my inner consciousness. It was my conscious telling me what I already know, but want to ignore. 

It was you, watching me sleep with a little smile on your face. You knelt down close to my face, softly put your fingers through my hair, and kissed me so tenderly, then whispered in my ear, “Wake up.” 

     I did wake up. I woke up just wanting that to be real. Wanting you to be there by my side. But you weren’t. And I realized, I needed to wake up. Just as you had said in my dream. 

Wake up. Wake up. 

Lost.

Feeling lonely and scared today. Not sure what to do about it. I hate when everything is up in the air, when I have no control over anything. My life is one giant transition period right now and I hate it. I hate not knowing what will come next. Where will I live? What will I do? Who will I love? What's next?! What's next?! Someone tell me! I feel so helpless.

White Sangria Recipe!

Hi Lovelies! I made some delicious white sangria today and thought I would share the recipe with you! It's wonderfully festive and a fun switcharoo from the normal holiday drinks. Here's the recipe:

Makes 6 cups

1- 750 ml bottle dry white wine, chilled

3/4 cup peach schnapps

6 T frozen lemonade concentrate, thawed

1/4 cup sugar

1/2 16- ounce package frozen unsweetened sliced peaches

3/4 cup seedless green grapes, halved

Mix together, chill, and enjoy!

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Flickr Fun

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To Adventure.

DIY Holiday Gifts

Having trouble finding the perfect gifts for your lovely friends? No worries! Just make something! Here are some great DIY gift ideas to get you started. 

Tissue covered Luminaries

Instructions

Lip Balm

Instructions

Braided Scarf

Instructions

Decoupage Bowls

Instructions

Chalkboard Mug

Instructions

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The Best Things in Life

1. Not knowing the future
2. Knowing that everything is going to be okay
3. Falling asleep to the pitter patter of the  
   rain 
4. Being trusted with a secret
5. Feeling pretty
6. Laughing so much it hurts
7. Making your own adventures
8. Lying in the grass on a warm, sunny day
9. Feeling the sun kiss your face
10. Fluttering of butterflies in your stomach
11. Stealing secret smiles
12. Discovering the person you like, likes you 

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13. Breaking the rules
14. Doing what no one thought you could
15. Being you because you are awesome
16. Stopping to enjoy the scenery
17. Taking it all in, all of it
18. Holding hands
19. Knowing how much your family loves you
20. Making your dreams come true

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