4am.

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Adventure calling.

All I can think about is adventure. 

I must find it.

I need it.

Where is it?

I'm consumed by it.

I dream of it.

Where are you?

I'm melting without you.

I remember you. 

Sinking our hands in the sand together.

Running away giggling in the dark together.

Picking up sticks and fallen branches for the fire together.

Jumping, hand-in-hand, in the ice cold water together.

I look out my window and wonder, what are you doing?

Should I come find you?

Should I get up and go?

I want to.

I want to.

Let's break free together.

Run from monotony.

Fly away and explore the world, the state, the city

I don't care where, I just want to be free.

As you please.

Feeling like I want to do it my way today.

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10 things I learned this weekend...

1. River floats are easily one of the most fun activities on the planet.
2.        Sometimes people get hurt, but in the end you do what’s best for you.
 3.    I don’t like popsicles with real fruit chunks. Bleh
4. When in doubt, bring cheese.
5. My kitty is a brave little adventurer.
6. It’s ok to do nothing.
7. There’s nothing better than seeing you smile.
8. Life will come together.
9. Catching up with friends is necessary.
10. The urge to dance is growing…

Smile.

Don't forget to smile today!

Remember how lucky you truly are!

Yesterday's you.

It's easy to get distracted in this world. 

Too easy to lose our purpose 

or stray from our path. 

Sometimes we need someone 

or something 

to push us back, 

back on track, 

back on our own path. 

Don't forget who you are are, 

where you're going, 

and what keeps you moving. 

Today.

Constant hunger.

<3

Alive to see.

Day by Day

Everything is different 

<3

Clouds.

Clouds. 

They fall over us, hide us, 

keep us from what we want. 

They drape the sky like loneliness drapes over my heart. 

They roll in for days upon days, 

deciding when to leave only when they’ve poured enough, 

only when they’ve emptied every last drop, 

only when they have nothing left to give. 

Daydreams.

<3

Subject Change.

Why do I change the subject?, you ask. Because. Because I know that there’s no good outcome if we keep talking. I know where the conversation goes, and it doesn’t ever go my way. So yea, I change the subject. Because who wants to face reality? I don’t. I know what all those conversations end with. And it’s not, “hey, yea, lets hang out.” Instead its, “I really shouldn’t hang out with you anymore.” I don’t want to hear that. Who would? C’mon. I’m sorry if that makes you mad, but imagine how I feel. I found someone, but that someone doesn’t want to be found. He doesn’t know what he wants.

Growth.

Extraordinary love.

Lessons

1. Staying in can be a hundred times more fun than going out.
2. Holding hands is still one of the best things in life.
3. A smile can brighten any day no matter what.
4. Don't leave cheese in the fridge untouched for two months and expect it to be edible.
5. If you're cold, it just means you're alive. So smile.
6. Moving is a lot of work. So find a place you like and stay put.
7. Learn to be free.
8. Let it go. Let it out. Set it free. 

Lost.

Feeling lonely and scared today. Not sure what to do about it. I hate when everything is up in the air, when I have no control over anything. My life is one giant transition period right now and I hate it. I hate not knowing what will come next. Where will I live? What will I do? Who will I love? What's next?! What's next?! Someone tell me! I feel so helpless.

To Adventure.